In many ways, the key to the story
seems to be Cat's high school friend, Nell. Will she be getting her
own book?
I don't think the whole story of Nell
could fit into just one book, do you? She probably needs
a whole series.
What made you want to become a writer?
I don't think I ever became one, I've
always been a writer, from the time I first started making picture books
as a young girl to the classes I took in high school and college.
Writing has always been a big part of my life whether it was writing
short stories, poetry or short films when I studied at NYU or comedy
as a stand up or just keeping a journal, it has always been a primary
way for me to express myself. As I've gotten older, it has become
an even bigger part of my life.
What was it like finding out your
book had been sold?
I was coming out of the subway on my
way back from a doctor's appointment and heading down Fifth Avenue
back to my job. It had been a few weeks since a conference call
I had with Random House that I thought went well but was beginning to
wonder. My cell rang and it was my agent who told me the news
that they had made an offer. I remember noticing the leaves had
fallen off all the trees in Central Park and how it smelled like it
was going to snow, and the sound of my agent's voice was so soothing
as she told me the news. I had that wonderful feeling that everything
was turning out exactly as I had hoped. It was definitely a top
ten life moment.
This is a very dark story. How did
it come to you? Does any of it reflect your life? How much of Cat is
you? Well, Cat is me since I made her up - but her story
is her own. The things that happen to Cat in the story did not
happen to me but they happen to women every day. Although Cat's
story is intense, I am sorry to say that many aspects of her experience
are not unique or rare.
Was it a downer or freeing to get
into Cat's head?
It wasn't a downer at all. When
I wrote as Cat I wasn't thinking it was a dark story (in fact, I'm
still a little surprised when people tell me they think it is dark -
I guess that says something about what I consider normal!)
I was consumed with her voice, her struggle and with finding out where
she would take me and the story. There were scenes that were extremely
difficult to write, both from Cat's perspective and from the perspective
of being true to women the reality of that experience. I wanted
it to be real without pushing you away and I wanted it to be honest.
Cat draws comics? Why comics?
Cat was always an artist, about halfway
through the drafting process I read The Amazing Adventures of Kavalier
& Clay by Michael Chabon and was transformed by the story and
by the power of graphic novels and comics. This was a whole world
I knew nothing about. After reading the book I researched it more
and found that the mythic aspects of comics suited Cat's sensibilities
well. The foundation of so many great super heroes is the idea
of someone trying to integrate their powers and learn how to make the
best use of them. There is always that struggle between good and
evil. In creating a superhero version of herself to battle the
evil forces in her life, Cat is essentially drawing her way out of her
pain.
You and your best friend from high
school are novelists. How weird is that?
Hmmm... well maybe weird but not surprising.
Of the many things that drew us together in high school we (meaning
you and me) always shared a love of stories, whether it was entertaining
each other with our own, writing short films and getting our friends
to be in them, working together on acting projects, going to hundreds
of movies, or swapping and sharing books. It was clear we were
both story junkies. Oh and we both were good students (you being
the better one) and pretty type A about our goals - I think that puts
us right where we are today - don't you think?
The Last Bridge has gotten some really
strong reviews. How important are reviews to you?
Oh not at all... do you believe me?
Good reviews are very important to me... bad
ones, not so much.
What do you want readers to take away
from the story?
I would say my primary goal as a writer
is to get readers to own their own story. I think what is most
remarkable about Cat, is that in spite of what she has gone through,
she learns that she has to own those experiences and not run from them.
While we cannot change the past, we can choose how it will define us.
Are we going to be a victim, victimizer, survivor, hero?
I don't know about you, but most of
the women I have met in my life have such extraordinary lives and experiences,
as daughters, friends, wives, girlfriends, colleagues, mentors, mothers,
aunts, etc. Our stories are important and we should tell them
no matter how painful or difficult, we need to share our experiences
with each other more than we do.
What are you working on now?
I am working on a much lighter novel
about a romance between an older woman and a younger man on a singles
trip to Bali.
I know poetry is very important to
you. Do you see yourself publishing as a poet someday?
I would love to publish a book of poetry - that would be one of the
great honors of my life as a writer.
Any last words for our readers?
Well, I would just like to say thank
you. One of the best experiences I have had in the process of
being published was being exposed to so many bright passionate readers
who go out of their way to support authors. Everyone talks about
how solitary the process of writing is, and that is true, but the story
comes alive when it gets into the hands of readers and that makes it
all worthwhile.